#1 IUI: Bad news and gaining weight!!

The result.....

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I stopped taking my progesterone (Duphaston) pills 2 days ago..

Aunt Flow does not show her face yet.. but I know she will come.. How do I know?

Cause I've noticed brownish mucus just now..

She's definitely coming..

What makes me sad the most?

1. My 1st IUI attempt failed..of course ..that's obvious..

but the thing that makes me sad most is.. I've tortured my body too much..

I gained 3kg within 2-3 weeks...thanks to both of you  Clomid and Duphaston..

Being in late 20's.. (I'm 28), it is really hard to reduce weight..!! Arghh!!

All this yoyo mission led to my inconsistent body mass..

I've gained 12 kg so far within 2 years..I'm so bumped!!

So hard to compromise between my diet and my craving for foods...

Determination is the key point..I know..its not that easy..

Should I go see my doctor and express this concern..Should I take a break from TTC for a while and focus on my weight?

I need to sit down and pause and take my own time to think this deeply..


I gained NOTHING!! but ADDING NUMBERS TO MY WEIGHT SCALE!!..


Dear... Let me bring you my nostalgic memories and I'd love to share with you guys the 2 years of my  milestone ..."Journey of my weight"

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Right before I met my Mr. Harvey..late 2009

Early 2010..My happiness.. when I met Mr. Harvey ..
He looked skinny back then..he just met her soulmate..wait till after 2 years.. :P

June 2010 and  6 months in a relationship..before get married
in Feb 2011

Nov 2011..Nine months married ..

Feb 2012. This day is the day I conceived with unborn baby..
Miscarried in April 2012

Happily married  &
 maintaining my ideal weight

June 2012..Two months after miscarriage. This is where my weight started
to go upside down like crazy yoyo!!

Sept 2012. Muka and body becoming chubbier..!!

Same Occasion..Thank god Mr. Harvey also gaining weight..
He gained 12kgs since he met me.. kesian...

Oct 2012..4 days before my laparoscopy..gosh my face..let alone my body!

Nov 2012.. One month after my laparoscopy!!! I'm huge!!

Early December 2012..Before my IUI

December  2012.. After my  IUI...
taking my Duphaston around this time

Today's photo..while waiting for my AF..
my face becoming chubbier and chubbier...and it took only 2 weeks!!!

I need to do something..ah...