36 weeks 2 days Oh my my!

Hola soul sista!

According to my LMP, I'm 36weeks 2 days,

U/S measurement: 38 weeks.. *gulp

I'm super freaking out right now... remember that I've been complaining about my baby was not growing.. just maintaining her cute 2.5 kg?

Well, I think she's being a very good listener and tried not to worry me much..

Last 2 weeks, her weight was 2.5 kg.. And today her weight is 3.4 kg..  *what!!

Spontaneously, I was whispering to myself...
"Tak kan ceaser kot....camne nak kurus...."

And my doctor interrupting, 
"Ceaser la boleh buat kurus"

And I was like ding~a~dong
"Mana boleh doc..ceaser xleh bengkung..I need to lose 30kg-35kg.hmm...it seems impossible.."

He paused and just laughed..
"Who told you, that you cant wearing bengkung if undergone ceaser?..u can wear it after a week, just dont put all the herbs on top.. put it on after 2 weeks.. "

"and..you don't have to rush to get slimmer..just do it in a healthy way.."

SONANG NYA KALAU ADA MINDSET CAMTU...! 

Anyway, we have discussed the birth plan.. Me and Doc agreed  to induce me on 25 November IF...if, the baby maintaining this weight for another 2 weeks.

Next check up will be on 18 November..IF , if the baby weighing more than 3.5- 3.7, the induce plan will be pushed forward to earlier date ..(If I wanted to try normal birth..) kalau tak...merasa la belah perut.. *Cryyy


See ya!

xoxo

To induce or wait? Part 1

Hola Soulsista,


I lost count how many weeks I am now...according to LMP..its 34 weeks..

but...

during last scan (LMP32weeks), according to her bone's measurement..she was 35 weeks..!

So, meaning that:

If LMP : 34 weeks , possibilities she's 37 weeks according to her bones measurement..



Seems like forever..My uterus seems like stretching so bad..it hurts..I feel like my Ms. V got punched 24/7... uwaaa

Nak dijadikan cerita...


My mom arrived and she told me about her experience in her labor:

1st Child (Me of course) : Normal labor.... and it takes 2 days for her to went through the contractions before having me...*No wonder aku ni rebellious and stubborn!

2nd Child : Induced!!! Only 4 hours in pain

3rd Child: Induced!! 4 hours in pain

4th Child: Induced!! 3 hours in pain!

5th Child: Induced!! Only 1.5 hours in pain!

She told me to just go with the induce since it could expedite the process and the pain won't drag too long..


I thought " Naaaahh... I think I can handle all the pain in the world..since I'm strong enough to go through all by myself..Hell  I am all alone without any help all this while.."  Right!?

But last night...it was different....I cried, and cried and cried!! I was like so sakit hati due to the heaviness of my belly , the cramp, and the muscle stretching..I really wanna sleep but I couldn't sleep at all..!!!Last last position ini yang aku dapat tido... :(

Credit: Google

Today, it makes me wonder..Should I jus get induced.?.

Some might say:

"Hun..U shud just wait ...and feel the beauty of the pain.." Whutta? beauty of the pain? there's no term or wise proverb for that! Yang aku pernah dengar proverb... " Beauty knows no pain" adalah! pfft~

 or

"Hun, the baby is not ready ...u shudnt force her "


Yadaa yadaa...!!