Day 5: Last day of my Clomid..

Hola Ms. B,

So today's midnight will be my very last Clomid day for TTC Cycle: #1

Tomorrow I'm going to start my EPO and Jus Perawan D'Herbs..

Oh btw, pertaining to EPO hari tu..Ingat x when I 'harassed' my dear doctor whether is it okay for me to take EPO with Clomid...he indeed replied my SMS with:

"OK you can take EPO together with Clomid.no problem"

But still, I don't 100% take his advice.. cause I know that there's no evidence or statistic of correlation between Clomid with EPO..so I don't dare to take it together with Clomid..

I know that EPO really HELPS me ALOTTTT in getting better cervical mucus..*I just took 500mg EPO+Vitamin E per day..sikit je..

So, I've made up my mind to take it separately, and I will stop eating it right after my my Ovulation Day..

And of course I will double up my Lumiglow cream after my O Day.. to give booster for my progesterone level.. * I'm not sure whether Lumiglow able increase my hormone progesterone..just try my luck..

So for My Jus Perawan D'Herbs..I will take it along with EPO + Acid Folic and will stop those supplement immediately after O Day except for Acid Folic..

Not to forget drink 3 liters of plain water everyday!!! 

p/s:

1.  I have an appointment with my doctor on 4th December.. can't wait to see the eggs reaction!! :D

2. I only ehem ehem with Mr. Harvey between  7th Dec- 9th Dec (My Day 13-Day 16).. and he needs to rest before our IUI..its best to ensure Mr. Harvey is absent from 'anything' minimum 3 days..and maximum 10 days..

2. I already inform my husband to make himself AVAILABLE between 10th -15th for my IUI..* If I nak buat la...tak decide lagi...need to check the egg status..dunno how's my ovulation  will turn up..

Hmmm....

I wish I could ehem ehem alternate day with Mr. Harvey..so the chances might getting higher..yet it is hard for both of us..I don't know why..sometimes I felt like  I'm Tangoing ..all alone by myself..

Be strong for the better future..amen..

Maybe he already have two kids from previous marriage, he just not as keen or as eager as me to have a baby...sometimes I felt he agreed with this TTC terms cause he felt pity on me..of wanting and longing to have my own child..

At least.. writing this diary could heal myself a bit...It's the place that I could write about my life, my sorrow, my joy, my sadness , my happiness...

Brenda, thanks for being my imaginary twin, my imaginary listener and my diary....

My inner me..My own strength 

Only you could understand me Ms. B..  I can only comfort my feeling all by myself...Its cruel right.. 

@ ENUFF OF SAD STORY...I'M NOT GONNA WASTE MY TEARS AND COMPLICATE THINGS IN MY LIFE!!@

FULL STOPPPPP!

So moving on.. Looking forward for my appointment with my dear doctor...

See you Ms. B..