To induce or wait? Part 1

Hola Soulsista,


I lost count how many weeks I am now...according to LMP..its 34 weeks..

but...

during last scan (LMP32weeks), according to her bone's measurement..she was 35 weeks..!

So, meaning that:

If LMP : 34 weeks , possibilities she's 37 weeks according to her bones measurement..



Seems like forever..My uterus seems like stretching so bad..it hurts..I feel like my Ms. V got punched 24/7... uwaaa

Nak dijadikan cerita...


My mom arrived and she told me about her experience in her labor:

1st Child (Me of course) : Normal labor.... and it takes 2 days for her to went through the contractions before having me...*No wonder aku ni rebellious and stubborn!

2nd Child : Induced!!! Only 4 hours in pain

3rd Child: Induced!! 4 hours in pain

4th Child: Induced!! 3 hours in pain!

5th Child: Induced!! Only 1.5 hours in pain!

She told me to just go with the induce since it could expedite the process and the pain won't drag too long..


I thought " Naaaahh... I think I can handle all the pain in the world..since I'm strong enough to go through all by myself..Hell  I am all alone without any help all this while.."  Right!?

But last night...it was different....I cried, and cried and cried!! I was like so sakit hati due to the heaviness of my belly , the cramp, and the muscle stretching..I really wanna sleep but I couldn't sleep at all..!!!Last last position ini yang aku dapat tido... :(

Credit: Google

Today, it makes me wonder..Should I jus get induced.?.

Some might say:

"Hun..U shud just wait ...and feel the beauty of the pain.." Whutta? beauty of the pain? there's no term or wise proverb for that! Yang aku pernah dengar proverb... " Beauty knows no pain" adalah! pfft~

 or

"Hun, the baby is not ready ...u shudnt force her "


Yadaa yadaa...!!