I feel like dying..I'm all alone...heavily pregnant...separated with Mr. Harvey...I don't know if I cud survive all by myself..
I don't think I could save my marriage, I gave up...He gave up...How could he...!!! I'm almost 8 months pregnant!!!!
Its been more than 2 weeks we've been separated!!!.
He's out from our house..my family is now taking in charge of my life, and I just can't abandon them since I need them during this fragile moment.... Mr Harvey asked me to choose between him or my family..How could he gave me that option! I can't just simply choose like that!
There's no tears left...No matter how much I cried, destruction is so severe, I'm afraid to ever think about it..
All I could think of is my unborn daughter..How is she going to face this chaos. forget about me..all I'm thinking now is my daughter!! Born without her father by her side... I couldn't believe I'm going through this....Ya Allah....
If is not because of her, I think I've given up my life..I'm not strong Brenda...I just lost the love of my life who doesn't care about this problem..He just left me and never turn his back on me....
AM I GOING TO SURVIVE THIS TRAGEDY..???
WILL I GET BACK MY HAPPINESS AND COURAGE TO MOVE ON??
AM I ABLE TO GIVE ALL THE HAPPINESS TO MY DAUGHTER..
O Allah....please be with me....your the ONLY ONE that I could pour my heart out...
Astaghfirullah what happen dear? wish i could be by ur side. Be strong for the baby. Igt Allah selalu ye? Ya Allah how could someone leave his pregnant wife? Besarnya dugaan u.. hope u got ur family and best fren to support u now. I'll pray 4 u dear.
ReplyDeleteDah tak ada air mata kak baby...brenda dah tak keruan...tak sangka brenda antara wanita yang kena alami benda ni semasa hamil...dah tak dapat diselamatkan...hanya Allah yang maha Mengetahui...panjang cerita..salah brenda, salah dia..semua ada sedikit sebanyak...maybe jodoh kami tak panjang...
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