3 weeks... and my very 1st step..

Brenda,

It has been three weeks, surviving this tragedy..

I need to move on.. Have to move on...

My mind was strayed this few weeks... and I have forgotten about my baby girl....

Ya Allah, permudahkan lah perjalanan hidup ku...permudahkan lah kelahiran anakku...

Moving on is hard...but staying in the misery is harder...coz it won't lead to anywhere...the pain won't go away until I'm ready to let it go...

I need to take my 1st step...for the sake of my baby and myself..

Life is hard now...Its time for me to search my own happiness instead of mourning and hoping miracle and happiness knocking on my door...they won't... I need to work it to get all the happiness in this world...

1st step : It needs to start at the place that represent both me and the past... Our home...

It's not going to be 'our' home anymore...eventho I prayed hard for it...Its all in God's hand..

I'm going to change it to 'my' home....

Be strong Izzy....be strong for the baby... She deserves to have all the happiness in this world..



xoxo...