Saving up my IVF/ICSI

Hola Soul sista..

Time is ticking...and I am now manage to save up my RM13,800 of my very 1st IVF/ICSI (Hope it will be the first and the last...amin...)

But the things is..when I'm having that amount of cash..it intrigues me...Its a cash NOT for Saving...but for my IVF investment...

Come to think of it...I am now 50/50..should I keep the money for a while and do it naturally until After Eid-Fitr celebration...? Or should I just go for the old planned-april-schedule?

What makes me feel a bit confused...hmmm let see...

ONE, I'm still not getting my ideal weight!! (yes I am not...*Cryyy!!). What if this all lefty fat and excessive weight interfered my IVF program??

TWO,  I am 29 and delaying to another 4-5 months is not a big deal right? I need to prepare myself physically first...*Look Skinny la of course

THREE, I just bought PREMIUM BEAUTY CORSET cost me RM2,109... And yes.... I want to look like superb Rozita Che Wan!! *Minus her fake eyelash.. for sure..

Some of my friends said GO FOR IT..some said.. HOLD ON FOR FEW MONTHS..IVF WON'T GO ANYWHERE..

Hmm.....Decision....decisionn...