The happiest day of my life

Hola Brenda!!

Mark this date...

31.03.13

It is one of the best day in my life..

Syukur Ya Allah...Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Am I pregnant?? : BBT #3 Chart Continues

Hola soulsista,

Bet you dont believe that I posting up this...

Now I wonder....AM I PREGNANT? or is it just my menstrual cycle plays trick and trying to break my spirit and hope AGAIN...

Here goes..

For this past week, I was reluctant whether to proceed or not to proceed our IVF in April. After short and brief discussion with my hubby...We decided that there's no harm if we postpone it until June and see how it goes..whether to stick with June plan or rescshedule after Eid Fitr celebration...

So...to occupy myself..i resume my diet back... (Really? diet again...am I kidding myself...?)

So to support my so-called-diet..I bought Shaklee Product...and Premium Beautiful Corset

Shaklee: RM332
Premium Beauty: RM 2,110... *just for corset?? Closing my eyes while paying it..LOL!

 So now its been around 6 days I'm wearing it..I kind of loving both products.. not sure whether it will work on me..but we'll see.. :D

Err....to much of introduction?? *Hehehe

So back to the reallll  topic,

I am now at 17dpo...and I am officially 3 days late..Still I'm okay with it..cause I used to get 9 days late before aunt flow did  her peek-a-boolshit..... *sigh...

But what bothers me now is... my bbt temperature sustain its temperature at high level.. which makes me confused...very...

Some studies says that 18dpo + high temp(not dropping) indicates good sign of pregnancy...

Of course I'm not going to do hpt just yet...when I was pregnant a year ago.. hpt didnt not pick up my hcg until I was 10 days late..(too bad..it ended up with mc...)


This is my chart...

Hope for the best...

Dear AF..please show your face if I'm not pregnant...enough of playing tricks to me..

Otherwise..

Ya Allah , khabarkanlah berita gembira kepadaku..dan..permudahkan lah perjalanan Hamba-Mu ini...Amin...


xoxo!!

Saving up my IVF/ICSI

Hola Soul sista..

Time is ticking...and I am now manage to save up my RM13,800 of my very 1st IVF/ICSI (Hope it will be the first and the last...amin...)

But the things is..when I'm having that amount of cash..it intrigues me...Its a cash NOT for Saving...but for my IVF investment...

Come to think of it...I am now 50/50..should I keep the money for a while and do it naturally until After Eid-Fitr celebration...? Or should I just go for the old planned-april-schedule?

What makes me feel a bit confused...hmmm let see...

ONE, I'm still not getting my ideal weight!! (yes I am not...*Cryyy!!). What if this all lefty fat and excessive weight interfered my IVF program??

TWO,  I am 29 and delaying to another 4-5 months is not a big deal right? I need to prepare myself physically first...*Look Skinny la of course

THREE, I just bought PREMIUM BEAUTY CORSET cost me RM2,109... And yes.... I want to look like superb Rozita Che Wan!! *Minus her fake eyelash.. for sure..

Some of my friends said GO FOR IT..some said.. HOLD ON FOR FEW MONTHS..IVF WON'T GO ANYWHERE..

Hmm.....Decision....decisionn...

 

BBT Chart #2 and #3

Hola soulsista!!

I am trying to recall and refresh back my memory for this cycle...what I remembered is that...

I increased my Evening Prime Rose Oil from 500mg to 1,500mg.. (Its not that bad right...??)

So this is my BBT Chard for this my cycle looked like:

Cycle Number 2: 24 Jan 2013

What the heck? Why my ovulation day shifted to CD19? *And yes, I only got my Egg white at CD17 and mild ovulation cramp at CD19.

I know that I didn't stress out..I was very KOOL moment during that period of time..

I remembered that, I whispered to myself by saying "Ah I bet my ass my cycle this month would be 33 days.." (Since I have normal LP which is 14 days..)

My ass are right..sharp CD 33...and voila here comes my Aunt Flow... came sharp at 23rd Feb 2013 !!

Here goes my third chart..

Cycle Number 3: 23 Feb 2013

What makes my O Day shifted...I BET MY ASS ITS ALL ABOUT EPO...

But hey, EPO helps me to get tons of egg white..all I need now is continuing taking EPO during my cycle before ovulation day..and I need to re-calculate my BD with Mr. Harvey... O geez....I really don't like calculated BD.. Its annoying...buts its the only way..

So for this time around I haven't got my Aunt Flow yet.. but I can bet with my bumpy ass..its going to  happen at 28th March 2013..

See you soon dear brenda!!! 

xoxo

AWOL

Its been 2 month I went AWOL...So let me summarize my activity for this past two months..hehehe

1. Lost weight : 5KG... Its freaking hard!!!!!!!!! 

2. No..Im not pregnant

3. Saving up my IVF...almost reached RM11k.. so another RM4k of honey money to go...

4. Planning up my IVF... what to plan? Just counting days for my next cycle period lor...expecte this coming 28th March..I will do hormon test..and start monitoring my cycle after that

5. I'm wearing scarf! Yes..I'm proud to say now I am one of the 'hijab' lady.. *Grinning*

6. Working like nobody business..I worked so hard..I couldn't even believe myself..

7. I've been regularly taking and increase my EPO...and now for the last 2 cycle..my ovulation day has shifted from CD16 to CD19, and my CD is no more 28 days or 30 days.. Its 33 days sharped?? Is it good news or not?? I dont know...(will be posted my fertility graph afterward..)

Well not so much.. I know I am so Ms. Plain Jane..pfttt~~