35 weeks: 2.5 kg and not growing?

Hola soulsista..

Yesterday I was like berangan my dear daughter will get bigger.. guess what!

She's NOT!

LMP:  34 weeks 5 days

Ultrasound: 35 weeks-ish

Not much different...but what I'm worried now is.. last 2 week her weight was estimated 2.5 kg..and yesterday, she was weighing the same.. 2.5 kg...

WHY SHE'S NOT GROWING!?? 

Dr. Jaafar said nothing to worry about.. as long as she's active and not showing passive movements.. but still...

Knowing me...hermm I just couldn't stay still... My mind was like wandering round and round..

I got some infos / reasoning behind  this:

1. The baby is just petite 

2. Placenta has degraded its functionality  *Meaning the baby is not having full nutritious from it.. 

So I was a bit worried and suddenly last night Neyra was not really active.. I was freaking out and not able to sleep...

So to ease my own burden and curiosity, I went to Dr Jaafar again today..just to get reassurance from him..

He did:

1. CTG on me

2. Check the blood flow provided by placenta to my baby

3. Rhythm of my baby's heartbeat

..and ... she is just fine.. active and the heartbeat is normal..

Phew!!

P/s: Maybe coz I somehow..not really taking my multivitamins and anmum..that must be it! *Terus geledah vitamins and I promised not to miss it until I safely delivering her!! huhuhuh..

See ya Brenda!!

xoxo

To induce or wait? Part 1

Hola Soulsista,


I lost count how many weeks I am now...according to LMP..its 34 weeks..

but...

during last scan (LMP32weeks), according to her bone's measurement..she was 35 weeks..!

So, meaning that:

If LMP : 34 weeks , possibilities she's 37 weeks according to her bones measurement..



Seems like forever..My uterus seems like stretching so bad..it hurts..I feel like my Ms. V got punched 24/7... uwaaa

Nak dijadikan cerita...


My mom arrived and she told me about her experience in her labor:

1st Child (Me of course) : Normal labor.... and it takes 2 days for her to went through the contractions before having me...*No wonder aku ni rebellious and stubborn!

2nd Child : Induced!!! Only 4 hours in pain

3rd Child: Induced!! 4 hours in pain

4th Child: Induced!! 3 hours in pain!

5th Child: Induced!! Only 1.5 hours in pain!

She told me to just go with the induce since it could expedite the process and the pain won't drag too long..


I thought " Naaaahh... I think I can handle all the pain in the world..since I'm strong enough to go through all by myself..Hell  I am all alone without any help all this while.."  Right!?

But last night...it was different....I cried, and cried and cried!! I was like so sakit hati due to the heaviness of my belly , the cramp, and the muscle stretching..I really wanna sleep but I couldn't sleep at all..!!!Last last position ini yang aku dapat tido... :(

Credit: Google

Today, it makes me wonder..Should I jus get induced.?.

Some might say:

"Hun..U shud just wait ...and feel the beauty of the pain.." Whutta? beauty of the pain? there's no term or wise proverb for that! Yang aku pernah dengar proverb... " Beauty knows no pain" adalah! pfft~

 or

"Hun, the baby is not ready ...u shudnt force her "


Yadaa yadaa...!!

Off to bed y'all

Hola sista!

I think my skin is more radiant after using the machine...n I think it looks slimmer ..no? *prasan boley?

With make up...

Without make up..off to bed!! I just trimmed my eye brow..hehehe

See ya Brenda!

xoxo

Chit chat with big shot VP...

Hola soul sista,


Just got back home...I hate to work in this condition...

ITS SO HOT, SO SWEATY, I'M WORN OUT! grrrrr...

Hmmmm...yet the best part..tomorrow will be my very BIG day as I will be interviewed personally one to one with one of the PETRONAS VP..






DANG!! I'M SO NERVOUS!






I know this is my opportunity to SHINE LIKE A DIAMOND...*Singing rihanna's songs..Manala tau dapat masuk VP Office..Kellas iols!


I'm not preparing that much as he said its only laid back chitchat..but I did some studies here and there..his background, his expertise , the CORPORATE agenda (of course!) and my own job description *fingertips! 

It's kinda funny cause I'm PREGNANT...and I will be wearing not so formal attire during the chitchat..Yea I don't have formal maternity leave..just some dress and I don't have energy to go shopping to buy  maternity blazer..*duhhh


So to be in comfort zone, not so shady and chippo...I will just wear my black maternity dress wrapping it up with my black cardigan and fancy scarf ..thats it..


Oh yea..heavy yet looking fresh make up is a MUST!
 

T_T .......   session is at 8.30 am....Confirm pukul 7am dah tercacak kat level 80..!


Wish me luck!!!


xoxo!

Admission Ward Form: Anytime nowwww

Hola soul sista..!


Just finished my check up with Dr Jaafar...

According to LMP: I'm 32 weeks 4 days

According to baby bones and head: 34 weeks- 35 weeks

GULP! NERVOUS DEK NON!!

Doc gave me an admission form just in case I encountered below symptoms before my next check up...


1. Contraction 
Dr Jaafar describes as if you have gas and u wanna poop..and your abdomen feels so hard with gap consistency.. consistent interval contraction * main taram je letak term! lol!


2.  Amniotic fluid leaking (air ketuban pecah)
Sudden gush of water coming out from you cervix..or Ms V.. But you just don't feel a thing, it just came out, out of nowhere...*tengok2 katil or kain basah...


3. Bloody plug like slimy blood came out from your Ms. V
Well bloody plug...I don't think I should describe in details...TMI!

My admission Form

*SHOOT!!!! I need to renew my GL..calling AIA now..


See ya Brenda


xoxo