No more secret diary.. It will be my secret wedding.

Hi peeps,

Welcome to my happy space!

I've changed my url address to brendasecretwedding as I'm about to embark my journey on having new leaf with my new partner... 

I do hope he will be my last destination where I can have my own little family and sailing our own ship together and forever. :)

Our relationship is not as easy as it seems.. But I do hope that both of us could do this together through out all the obstacles. 

What kind of obstacles that I'm facing now? Hurm.. cliche.. I have to admit that. 

One word. Mentality. 

One word. Perception. 
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I think you guys could figure out the cliche situation that I'm having now..
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Single parent
Single mother
Divorcee
Janda

I don't blame them for being judgemental about my status. But what makes me sad is.


I DON'T ASK for this. I don't ask to get all those 4 titles above. Who could have wanted to get married just to end up getting a divorce? No one. NO ONE.


I got divorce because of my ex wrongdoing. Cheating on me. Cheating on my happiness and he just ripped my happiness in a blink. Then, why.... when I have this magic moment. This magic moment when I finally manage to meet my other significant. This issue popped out. 


Yes. He is single. and yes he is 3 years younger than me. 


Being judgmental is totally fine. AT FIRST. But just for once, I hope people could look through this and being reasonable about it...

Nevertheless..

In the meantime, both of us just stay positive. Smile and being political about it...

"Ain't no mountain high,
Ain't no valley low,
Ain't no river wide enough, baby"

See you when I see you peeps ..Mucho :*

Salam all.. and very good afternoon

Hi Brenda and viewers,

It's been a year I haven't log in to blogger. My journey is quite normal. Same old. Same old. Enjoying my single mother life with open heart , smile, and feel blessed with what I have now.

Neyra is almost 3 now. Such a joyful soul and naughty! She melted my heart every single time when I'm with her. Seeing her every fortnight and sometimes once a month , makes me feel devastated but I guess that's the price that I have to pay. Being single parent is really painful but, it healed me slowly and I could not ask for more.

It's me!

Me and Neyra. 

Letting go my painful past is the best I've ever done as I am now embarking meaningful journey, able to meet up many soulful people etc.

PS:  Who knows, this year could be my last year being single mother? He He He He


xoxo,
Me Myself and I

LoLa's project

Hola Brenda!

Apologize for ponteng visit my own blog. *Again!* Life pretty much busy . My schedule super intense . Juggling from downtown to uptown. From pudu-putrajaya-pudu-klia literally everyday! I am so busy balancing my steady career and setting up our online business. 50% of Lola's progress is rolling out! Super excited and really hope I could pull this one off. My mom keep on saying "Ija mu ni jangan hangat hangat tahi ayam dah la ye"

Wah..berdesing telinga saya dengar. Nemind mama. Nemind *grinning*

Challenge .... accepted!! I'm gonna prove to her that sometimes she's not always right! Lol. Sometimes I'm not always wrong! *hihi*

My box is ready for production. 2 weeks time. Yawzaa

My token of appreciation to my soon -customers

Our labelling. Happy face. 🙌

Remaining pending progress:

1. Photoshoot my model
2. My snood production
3. My illustrator sketch yet completed. Grrr..
4. Getting more and more followers which led to potential customer.


Wish me luck sayang sayang ku...

I can see my dream is getting closer. Come on! Run towards me ..run!! *Drama Tak?* Lol!

Me donning  LoLa 's baby blue *Jangan cakap kakak tak payung! He he. 

Okay la..sleepy di..

Good night semua


Xoxo,
Ezadora

LOLA

Hola Brenda,


Gosh! It's been very hectic day, week, month! Been juggling myself being workaholic employee and being entrepreneur. En-tre-penur. LOL! *Giggling while typing this.

Who would have thought that I soon will produce my own brand. Again...LOL!

But yea, its the truth I'm about releasing my product (with my bff... of course). Still remember my belladiyosa post? http://brendasecretdiary.blogspot.my/search/label/belladiyosa

Well , Change of plan.. the name a bit tacky. So we have decided to choose Lola as our front ambassador. *Big grin

Product color comes with two colors

Official brand logo comes with two colors 

Syukur Alhamdullilah .. Finally , I have realized my dream. Doakan yang terbaik. Hope this would go smooth sailing. Amin...

1 October 2015.. Hey there Im back!!!

Hello Brenda?


Miss me?.....I know... Lately I've been thinking about you too..yeah you, my imaginary happy self..I am sorry for keep on forgetting you ... But hey, look at the bright side..I'm happy..I'm happy being me. I'm happy for not using Brenda as my pillow and shoulder to cry on... :)

My neyra almost 2 years old this coming November. I'm blessed and surrounded by loving soulmate, loving best friend and most of all....LOVING FAMILY ..One happy family with my mama and abah, my sibilings..I couldn't have imagined that I would live my life with this kind of happiness..

Me and my familia!

Old me. Trying so hard to be happy....(Peace yaw)

Me with Neyra - Raya 

On the way to gym..Yep I cut my hair..

okay this is my last selfie..for today..huhu

Werk Werk,,

Me at work..yep I'm on selfie mode.hehe

Lastly my lil angel is growing so fast...Felt like yesterday I went to labor room..hehe

Love you baby...

Today 1st October right? Okay Brenda mark this day. I think I'm gonna start writing again...Writing my on memoir, my own story. Happy story. And captured all beautiful moments. My beautiful moment. I cherish most.

Till we meet again tomorrow Brenda.. Miss you too!


xoxo
Izzy.. :)

P/S : Should I documented my fitness journey as well..?? Brenda did you know I lost 42kg since i gave birth to Neyra. From 100kg to 58kg and counting...heheheh..maybe next post i guess...