LoLa's project

Hola Brenda!

Apologize for ponteng visit my own blog. *Again!* Life pretty much busy . My schedule super intense . Juggling from downtown to uptown. From pudu-putrajaya-pudu-klia literally everyday! I am so busy balancing my steady career and setting up our online business. 50% of Lola's progress is rolling out! Super excited and really hope I could pull this one off. My mom keep on saying "Ija mu ni jangan hangat hangat tahi ayam dah la ye"

Wah..berdesing telinga saya dengar. Nemind mama. Nemind *grinning*

Challenge .... accepted!! I'm gonna prove to her that sometimes she's not always right! Lol. Sometimes I'm not always wrong! *hihi*

My box is ready for production. 2 weeks time. Yawzaa

My token of appreciation to my soon -customers

Our labelling. Happy face. 🙌

Remaining pending progress:

1. Photoshoot my model
2. My snood production
3. My illustrator sketch yet completed. Grrr..
4. Getting more and more followers which led to potential customer.


Wish me luck sayang sayang ku...

I can see my dream is getting closer. Come on! Run towards me ..run!! *Drama Tak?* Lol!

Me donning  LoLa 's baby blue *Jangan cakap kakak tak payung! He he. 

Okay la..sleepy di..

Good night semua


Xoxo,
Ezadora

LOLA

Hola Brenda,


Gosh! It's been very hectic day, week, month! Been juggling myself being workaholic employee and being entrepreneur. En-tre-penur. LOL! *Giggling while typing this.

Who would have thought that I soon will produce my own brand. Again...LOL!

But yea, its the truth I'm about releasing my product (with my bff... of course). Still remember my belladiyosa post? http://brendasecretdiary.blogspot.my/search/label/belladiyosa

Well , Change of plan.. the name a bit tacky. So we have decided to choose Lola as our front ambassador. *Big grin

Product color comes with two colors

Official brand logo comes with two colors 

Syukur Alhamdullilah .. Finally , I have realized my dream. Doakan yang terbaik. Hope this would go smooth sailing. Amin...

1 October 2015.. Hey there Im back!!!

Hello Brenda?


Miss me?.....I know... Lately I've been thinking about you too..yeah you, my imaginary happy self..I am sorry for keep on forgetting you ... But hey, look at the bright side..I'm happy..I'm happy being me. I'm happy for not using Brenda as my pillow and shoulder to cry on... :)

My neyra almost 2 years old this coming November. I'm blessed and surrounded by loving soulmate, loving best friend and most of all....LOVING FAMILY ..One happy family with my mama and abah, my sibilings..I couldn't have imagined that I would live my life with this kind of happiness..

Me and my familia!

Old me. Trying so hard to be happy....(Peace yaw)

Me with Neyra - Raya 

On the way to gym..Yep I cut my hair..

okay this is my last selfie..for today..huhu

Werk Werk,,

Me at work..yep I'm on selfie mode.hehe

Lastly my lil angel is growing so fast...Felt like yesterday I went to labor room..hehe

Love you baby...

Today 1st October right? Okay Brenda mark this day. I think I'm gonna start writing again...Writing my on memoir, my own story. Happy story. And captured all beautiful moments. My beautiful moment. I cherish most.

Till we meet again tomorrow Brenda.. Miss you too!


xoxo
Izzy.. :)

P/S : Should I documented my fitness journey as well..?? Brenda did you know I lost 42kg since i gave birth to Neyra. From 100kg to 58kg and counting...heheheh..maybe next post i guess...

Part 1: End of year 2014. Updates for you Brenda!

Hello Brenda!


I am so sorry for not allocating my time blogging and writing down my diary which I know this blog used to be my other half, tempat mengadu, a space that I could pour my heart out, all loneliness and sadness.....

But please, take this as a positive way.. not having you around meaning I have so much things to do in my daily life. So much and hectic. But I'm enjoying every bit of it..

But sometimes, I do miss you blog. I do miss in keeping updates to you. So here we goes. Let's starts with Neyra ok?


Neyra is 1 year old now!! How cool is that! She is so beautiful , very loud and stubborn. I guess stubborn will be her strong attribute . Strong heart. Strong head. Strong mentally and physically.

Hey you! I'm Neyra the chipmunk!! 

Woops me again! My hair so thick people
thought I'm wearing wig hair..haha!!

My mom thinks I'm cute. Hell yeah..hahah!

Opps...lunch time.. ttyl sayang


See you Brenda!

hola hola holii

Hola soulsista,

Im back!

Gonna resume my work this coming week..erkk been absence for 3 months..rasa malasnya nak kerja!!! boleh tak , tak payah work work tapi duit masuk..huhuuh!

So my lil neyra dah 3mo..yeay..bambam sangat2 ..

peekabooo!!!

Ibu, ur ketiak so masam hokek!

Im still in settling my divorce but I'm proud to say I am A single mother..and... its not that bad at all..I gain my happiness in my own way and having Neyra , makes me stronger *My mind keep on spinning 'Stronger' by Christina Aguilera.. hehhe.. "Thanks for making me..FIGHTER!"

Being single and having a child makes me feel complete and I don't need a man in my life to bug me with unnecessary things...my mind is free, full of wide space which I need to fill up with good things and great adventures!

The difficulties is now, not having Neyra in my arms nights and days since she is now dekat kampung with my parent to take care of , temporarily...

Iols tak berani nak letak anak dekat nursery, babysitter here in KL..so many horrendous story nowadays..takpo la, den letak kat parent dulu..kalau upah bibik , or babysitter nanti dia melekat ngan strangers wat po...baik dia rapat ngan parent den.. *tetiba tuka bhaso..sejak2 waris most wanted rembau neh..eheks

For now, I am back and forth balik ganu on  weekly basis..*naik bas sajo..xmampu aih flight kena spend 2k for weekly basis in 1 month..uiii idok ler..Well, since dah naik bas, I can feel that my body is getting older..waduh sakit tulang blakang, tulang bontot, semua tulang lah pokoknya..

But, whenever I reach Neyra in my arms..wah hilang rasa ngilu tulang tu..Happy tak terkata la kisahnya..I feel like I'm the luckiest mom in the world for having her as my daughter..hihi

ok best part dah habis cerita..worst part..

Bila dah balik KL, masuk rumah, my home is empty and pikiran ni asyik ingat Neyraaa je..sob sob..

Thank god..ada WeChat....lalalalala

I love u Wechat!

Every night I will comm her even she doesnt know how to response yet, but I know she could make an eye contact with me via wechat..sronotnyaaa!

Being alone is not easy, really not easy..But its manageable..I have few activities that could help me not to think about all the unnecessary things..one of the activities is:

yes! GYM GYM GYMMM

I was gymoholic few years back, hmm.. stop doing that since I WAS so busy being a DEVOTED WIFE..no time for myself, but now...its time for me to love MYSELF...!

I just hired a trainer to help me in achieving my objective to get my before-met-him weight ...so... dengan penuh ikhlas dan tutup mata, Iols enrolled 86 sessions with my personal trainer..cost me around RM7k -ish..*Hameks kau..huhuhu

So gonna get my killing meletop body tentatively in August..*Harap2 berjayo la..banyak dah den invest ni..


lepas tu iols dapat la body camni...

Kompem jantan larik tengok iols..seramm

hehehe..Im so into muscle lately but idokler sampai badan cam kat atas ni..ini namanya takde kije sangat..dah obsessed ni..hahaha

Anyways,

My gym is inside Sogo, Level 8 , peakphysique..best okay...

With 70% cleaneating diet and 30% work out..I hope my dream will come true this coming August, just nice before Raya so I could wear cantik cantik baju raya sedondon with my lil Neyra..hihihi

lepas tu boleh la amik selfie camni..

Sumpah dapat body camni..Sultan Brunei pun masuk meminang..!

Dapat body camni..Jessica Alba pun nangis tengok k..hahaha  

Takpe berangan...Shoot for the moon, at least x dapat, you will be among the stars!! hikss

See ya when I see ya!

xoxo,
Brenda