I'm Obsessed with baby hat crochet!

Hola soul sista!

I'm officially 6 months..so confirm lah..It's a girl

My oh my..this is what I'm afraid of when having a baby girl..Now, I'm totally obsessed with all girly things..semua benda nak beli...pantang nampak pink..mula lah..

Last few days I've spent 4 hours at baby stores..(siap bersimpuh atas carpet).. I've been hypnotized with all cute dress..so small yet so cute...

And these past days...I've been obsessing with baby hat crochet..*besar besar kau bunga kait atas kepala..cute nyee

Cantik sangat.....but..


It's kind of hard to get it ..I've been contacting online seller...ada response..ada senyapp je..ada stok habis..

Haih....should I learn knitting it by myself.?.dah susah sangat nak mendapat kan..

I need at least 3-5 crochet hat please!! I'm dying!!


  * Actually mommy wannabe yang over sebenarnya.. :P

Baby Items Preparation: Part 2

Hola Soul sista...


Photo as promised...

My small storage..I think I need bigger storage

Rompers

Two pieces

Jumpers

Mitten, booties, socks hats , baby binder

I couldn't upload the rest...What is happening to my blog...isk isk isk


See ya Brenda!

Baby Items preparation

Hola Soul Sista..!!


Yea I know!! Im just 5 months.. *dah mengatal beli barang!!

Sue me if being excited to be a mom..I don't believe such things about superstitious  to-early-to-buy.....

The reason behind me going out so early and buy things:

One: I'm excited!

Two: I already have an allocation for my baby on board..and I know ,by looking at the figure I could change my baby allocation to A handbag allocation... *what a disaster!!

Three: I'm thinking 20 steps ahead..yea..that's me..can you imagine if I'm not able to do shopping when I'm in 7 months?? to heavy to walk, to exhausted to go out?? Who's going to shop for me?? Mr. Harvey.??..Jeeeezz...please.....I'm not gonna let him buy things for my baby..he's such a cheapskate..!! (trueee) He will buy normal , cheap, basic items for my child..and he's not as excited as I am...this is his 3rd children.*He got another 2 children in his previous marriage..Sooooo.hell NO I'm gonna let him buy for me

Four: I can organize, slowly and occupied myself especially during weekends...I'm helping Mr. Harvey by occupying my time with buying things instead harassing him during his working hour especially on Saturday..heheh

So I have asked good friend of mine..what to buy..and she helped me with a long list..*not that long actually...

Baby List Item:
1. Baby Cot and baby net/ travel net
2. Bed sheet
3. Baby Mattress
4.Pillows
5. Blanket
6. Receiving blanket
7. Baby Monitor (not necessary..)
8. Bottles and pacifier
9 Bottles storage
10. Breast milk plastic bag storage
11. Baby bottle Wash
12. Breast milk warmer (not necessary)
13. Baby Sanitzer (not necessary..u can just dip the bottle into hot water!)
14. Breast pump ( dont rush buying this..you might consider buying manual 1st..there's possibilities your milk wont come out..what a waste spending money for expensive breast pump!)
15. Cold Box/ Breastmilk cold bag
16. Baby/mommy travel bag
17.Nipple cream
18. Nipple shield
19. Baby clothes detergent

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20. Romper
21. Jumper
22. Two piece clothes and pajymas
23. Mitten and Socks
24. Cute hat
25. Towels
26. Baby binder
27. Handkerchief
28. Swaddle

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30. Toiletaries - Shampoo, body shampoo, lotion, diaper cream, telon oil
31. Baby bath basin
32. Nasal Aspirator
33. Nail Clipper
34. Baby Wipes
35. Cotton wipe (bentuk kapas tu..)
36. Pampers

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37. Car seat
38. Baby bouncer
39. Stroller

39 items or so...and I just managed to buy only from No. 20-28 , 32, 33


Will update the photo later ya!!

bye Brenda

xoxo

5 months and counting!!

Hola soul sista...

Almost 3 months away from my so-called-secretdiary..*theheheh

for the past few months..im not feeling very well..(week 10 until week 18).. I don't feel energetic, drowsy, puking here and there..so its NO NO time for me to share the 'beautiful' journey of my pregnancy..heh!


its not even beautiful...its a nightmarreeee *Soprano Voice..

but..this journey makes me realize how rough its been for my mom to go thru her life with ungrateful children..it makes me realize how big was her sacrifice and love towards us..it makes me realize how bad I was to her all this while..) I LOVE YOU MAMA...I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU..

I just got back from my Sweet Home Terengganu..*singing Sweet Home Alabama when typing this.hehe

Its been a FANTASTIC moment!.. Able to cuddle my youngest sister and youngest brother...Hamka and Zeti..I love them so much..!!!! (the other brother and sis sudah besar..and consider as an adult..so no need to cuddle them..hehe)

there's so much to tell about my pregnancy especially during my 4th month..i've been hospitalized due to bad haze...I've been taking steroid due to my asthmatic problem..but now its seems okay now..Im back to normal Izzy!

Oh yea!!!


I gain 15kgs..shit!!??? within 5 months!!..So there's no way I'm gonna upload my big-momma picture and share with you the 'shrek-moment-life' !! LOL


and No..I don't know for SURE the gender of my lil pea...My mom told me by looking at my big bump..it seems Little princess is on the way...

but during my last scan my doc said it seems Prince Charming in on his way..hmmmmm


But I will definitely will let you know once i go through my detailed-scan on 1st August.. (err..whats detailed scan..hehhe..soon you'll know darls!)


ok see ya brenda!!! muah

xoxo

am I really ready to be A mom?

hola soulsista,

I'm in my 10weeks...
I've got my morning sickness on and off..
I'm not sure whether I could go through for another 7months...

it's not easy... Indeed....

there's up and down in this pregnancy journey....

when i think about the baby ...living in my belly, it scares me a bit..im carrying a SOUL.. I need to be responsible with another soul...

can i take care my baby...sometimes i couldn't even take care myself, my ex-cat, my house..


let alone one PURE soul....

is it normal to have this cold-feet feeling.....



Ya Allah....help me...