Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My Ultrasound week 5 till week 7


Hola soulsista,

Sorry for not posting up anything this couple weeks..I am so lazy and pretending that I'm such a busy woman.. *blergh..


So now I'm 7 weeks 4 days ( According to LMP) *LMP stands for Last Menstrual Period..

But according to GA : Gestational Age is based on fetal pole (i guess), I'm now 6 weeks 5 days.. so when I calculating it backwardly ..

My fertilization starts on 13th March or 14th March which was CD19 and or CD20..

but I'm not sure which sperms managed to get into my egg..either on CD 15 or CD20..

If CD15.. (I might having a girl..)
If CD20..(I might having a boy)

How did I end up knowing this..simple..


I'M A FREAK..I KNOWWW..lol

Okay!

Lets start our topic with my ultrasound and the story behind it!


Week 5 based on LMP..maybe week 4-ish based on GA.

Went to Prince Court Medical Centre and the Doctor KK. Iswaran used TVS to get better view..and voila!..There's a sac with 5.4mm diameter..so tiny..doctor confirm pregnancy 50% ...cause its still early...anything can happen..doctor gave me

1. Duphaston - to be taken twice a day
2. Acid Folic- to be taken twice a day..
3. Weekly Injection of Pruluton

Thats it! Doctor warned me not to take ANYTHING...even anmum, whatever brand of mommy so-called-healthy-milk..

Apparently, doctor are not keen with those milk.. it can only be taken after 3 months...*well well what do you know..



Week 6 based on LMP..maybe week 5-ish based on GA.

This moment was really tensed! I've googled like depressed psycho.. See the half-moon shape, that's yolk sac. Function as a food supplement for our fetal pole..(fetal pole so small but you can see the range dot-line that measured by my doctor..)

Why I was so tensed? Bcoz my doctor kept mumbling to himself while digging the Doppler into my Ms. V..
"I wonder why there's no flickering of heartbeat..hmm"

When I asked him back "Doctor..is everything ok"

With thunder flash he changed his tone and said to me " Don't worry..it seems ok"

From there.. I KNEW IT..he was hiding something! and he couldnt say much since its too early.. *CRYYYYYYYYY


So I need to wait patiently for another 7 days..to see better and clearer  view..


Waiting patiently??...SO NOT!!


Since I have self-awarded myself as psycho-freak...might as well I just continue my role and stressing myself out just to clear my insanity...

Click here..click there..left right..urgh..I don't have much answer..some said 5 weeks..able to hear the heartbeat..some said mid of 6th weeks..some said 7-8 weeks


I raised my white flag..confirmation only can be done once I go through my 3rd ultrasound..


so my 3rd ultrasound...jeng jeng jeng...GULP!


7 Week 2 days LMP..GA: 6 week 3days

THE HEARTBEAT!!! *see the hearbeat graph?

My dear doctor finally confessed ..He was quite worried about my previous scan..he just didn't want to make me panic and ending up saying " Everything seems okay"    *pfttttt


**Hmm...Like I don't know why he was acting awkwardly during our last session ...lol!



Thursday, April 4, 2013

My real symptom of pregnancy..


From 1st Day of period - Ovulation day
Taking EPO (1500mg of EPO and 5mg of  Acid Folic. Untill ovulation detected
Temp: Range between 35.3-35.8 degree celsius..


CD15: Stop taking EPO..Making LOVVVVEEE

CD16: ----where's my Ovie? Mucus: Creamy?
CD17----where's my Ovie? Mucus: Egg White
CD18: ----where's my Ovie? Mucus: Egg white


CD 19: Suspected Ovulation
EPO EFFECTS MY OVULATION!! OVULATION DELAYED ..oh well!!!!maybe not this month...:(



CD20: 
Making love just for fun...*Well what do you know!



1DPO: Nothing
2DPO: Nothing
3DPO: Nothing
4DPO: Nothing
5DPO: Nothing
6DPO: Nothing
7DPO: Nothing
8DPO: Sore..normal sore
9DPO: Same sore..bla bla
10DPO: Eat gazillion. Sore breast
11DPO: Sore breast..feeling hot..but still looks normal..(Buying my corset..hehe)
12DPO: Breast become very sore.. (Hmm..period is around the corner!!)
13DPO: Sore breast .. My areola becoming darker? or am i dreaming..whatever..
14DPO: Feeling weird..and hot..temperature still not dropping...hmm
15DPO: temperature still not dropping?
16DPO: Boobs really sore..and boob blue vein starts to appear ? Could it be?
17DPO: Temperature not dropping..tummy feeling swelling ...
18DPO: Bought cheap HPT..its BIG FAT POSITIVE!!
19DPO: Bought Clear blue digital..Pregnant with 3weeks++


So...it seems sore breast and high-sustain body temperature are among the earliest symptom that I could detect..


Now..I don't have any symptom except sore boob and blue vain boobs..thats it! and me eating like a big fat pig...*cryyy 

Terima Kasih Nuaim...Terima Kasih Allah S.W.T

I felt very small and very humble..

ALLAH IS GREAT...He still wanted to listen to all my prayers...

Nuaim..he's a friend of mine .. brings along my prayers with him on his journey of doing his Umrah...

Of all people in the world..God gave him the opportunity to get near Raudhah..the most 'mustajab' place to do prayers..

With God Gracious and Mercy, Nuaim managed to let himself in...(It is not easy to get in..million of crowd pushing left right just to get into it...).

Thank you Nuiam..for helping me...Thank you Allah for giving him opportunity to be near to Raudhah..Without Your Blessing...I won't be able to be like this, able to change myself for the betterment..

Nuaim went there, set his prayer and together he brought my wishes and prayers..

and He..The MIGHTY ALLAH listens to the prayers.. I feel like crying when typing this..



Credit to manzlie-makkah.blogspot.com


He gave me zuriat..And now I'm praying hard to ALLAH  to let this lil bean stick to me..and I promise that I will take care this precious with all love that I've got..



Thank you ALLAH...Segala kepujian hanya untuk-Mu.. Hanya Engkau berhak keatas semua pujian..Yang buruk hanya datang dari hamba-Mu yang hina ini...


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

My 1st Appointment

hola hola..soulsista!!

Yesterday, I went to Prince Court Medical Centre..which..AWESOME..!


But..due to its awesomeness...

ITS REALLY HARD TO MEET ALL THE DOCTORS!!! FULLY BOOKED!! *dieee


When I was trying to book Dr. Seri.. 
Wopps..sorry...next appointment will be in this coming June... WTF? So many mommies !!

Dr Paul Tay?
Woopsie...CUTI...


Dr Aziz?
Double woppsiee!! Please come after 2 weeks...


Finally my last resot...

Dr KK. Iswaran?
Ding Ding Ding....I manage to book him at 2.30pm...YES!!!!




My Appointment Card.. :)

So this is my very 1st scan...

Posting it up side by side at my office: My precious ones in the world


After TVScan the doctor gave me gazillion of pantang...due of my history I guess..


1. NO PINEAPPLE!
2. NO GUAVA!
3. NO PAPAYA!
4. NO PAINTING!
5.NO SNIFFING PERFUME!
6.NO SPRAYING SHIELTOX OR RIDSECT or seangkatannya!
7. NO SUSHI!! EAT SPICY FOOD OK..DONT OVER DO IT!
8. NO HANG OUT AT PASAR MALAM..!
9.AVOID CROWDED
10. NO SQUATTING AT ALL AND NO BENDING TOO MUCH!

and the winner goes to..

11. NO FLIGHT at all....


O.ow....

So I asked him..politely..

Me: "Doc, actually I supposed to go to Ghuanzhou this coming Friday.."
Doc: "Oh Dear..I don't think its good idea for you to take the risk..If I were you..I will reschedule the trip..Is it necessary for you to go? If you want me to issue letter , I can do it for you ..no problem.." *Looking at me with deep concern..
Me: (thinking)
Doc: "I am concern with this pregnancy..you've got missed abortion history..you might expose the baby.."


So Ghuangzhou...Kenangmu dalam doaku...

Looks like my hubby will be going alone with rombongan Cik Kiah..pity him..He was very reluctant to go since I wont be around.. *penting jugak iols ye...hahaha


See you when I see you Bren!!

xoxo

Monday, April 1, 2013

Clear Blue : Its 3 weeks!!

Hola soulsista,

Auch..pinching here n there at my lefty pelvic...*I'm worried...

Anyhoo...

Today I managed to get my clearblue digital test..which..

Syukur Alhamdulillah...!!


My my...

So I believe that this time around my conception either on 9th March or 13th March?? ...* I'm a freak...I know..


Hehehehhe...


After staring the result for few minutes, I rushed down to clinic to get the referral letter for my GL application...

While writing down the form..the doctor asked me

Doc: Which Hospital you would prefer to go..
Me: Prince Court..


Voila...

Prince Court Medical Centre


5 stars room..


Tomorrow's gonna be my very 1st appointment with the doctor.. *Forgot his name..


Can't wait ...


See ya Brenda


xoxo