Hey 2017!!

Oh Hey Brenda!!

Its been 16 days of new year 2017. Woot wott!!!

What have you accomplished so far besides, being fabulous and happy you?

Me? Well I was pretty sick on New Year Eve and it was getting worst day by day.. Gosh...Faktor usia memang memainkan peranan. No kidding!!..when you getting older (heck im 33 this year!). Your health- well-being will be decreased tremendously.  Your fever will no longer lingering for just 1 or 2 days. It could take weeks! And out of sudden you will be easily affected by all secondary-not-so-inviting-illness such as cough, running nose even food poisoning. (Well pretty much sums up how terrible my early stage of year 2017)..

Oh yea.. 

Wait for it..that IS NOT the climax of the story...hahahha...!!

MY WEDDING WAS HELD LAST 2 WEEK!!

Panic? Of course!

Did I panic?

That's for sure. It was not normal if I felt at ease by having all these uninviting-fever-running nose-cough-asthma on my freaking big day LOL..

Did I manage it?

I have to manage la.. I can't just lay down and pretend that all those fellas will just disappeared-faded like a thin air.. he he he..

To sum up this 16 days of 2017

1. I was literally sick all the time till now... :(

2. I'm married. Alhamdulillah. - Will update the photos and the story behind it. All the up and down during this journey *Sigh*

3. My work is boringggg - Yea I think its about time for me to search other alternative. 

Okay next post soon!! Tungguuuuu!!

xoxo

Brenda

Perjalanan sebelum di alam perkahwinan

Hi Brenda,

I've got really good news yesterday. Mr. Suits (aka soon to be my husband) called.

"I tengah kemas kemas tempat Tommy and Mimi (his cats). Mak ada dengan I dekat porch. Dia baru tanya I bila nak bawak you datang beraya rumah."


Do you know what does it means?  I gave you the options:

A. She is ready to accept his son's decision of choosing me as his life partner
B. She is not ready to accept me but wanted to see me whether I could change her mind/heart
C. She is waiting for me with a broom!! Dangg!

What a re you doing here? Shuh Shuh!

Ya Ampun... I harap sangat bukan pilihan C yang I akan hadap. Pilihan A of course menjadi idaman cause by far all the qualities I've been looking for I could see in Mr. Suits.

Susahkan bila jadi single mother.. fall in love with single man and need to try my very best to be accepted by his family.. Ikutkan hati nak let go je..Sabar....

That's life dear. It ain't as simple as we thought it would be..

Smile Brenda... Smile :)

No more secret diary.. It will be my secret wedding.

Hi peeps,

Welcome to my happy space!

I've changed my url address to brendasecretwedding as I'm about to embark my journey on having new leaf with my new partner... 

I do hope he will be my last destination where I can have my own little family and sailing our own ship together and forever. :)

Our relationship is not as easy as it seems.. But I do hope that both of us could do this together through out all the obstacles. 

What kind of obstacles that I'm facing now? Hurm.. cliche.. I have to admit that. 

One word. Mentality. 

One word. Perception. 
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I think you guys could figure out the cliche situation that I'm having now..
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Single parent
Single mother
Divorcee
Janda

I don't blame them for being judgemental about my status. But what makes me sad is.


I DON'T ASK for this. I don't ask to get all those 4 titles above. Who could have wanted to get married just to end up getting a divorce? No one. NO ONE.


I got divorce because of my ex wrongdoing. Cheating on me. Cheating on my happiness and he just ripped my happiness in a blink. Then, why.... when I have this magic moment. This magic moment when I finally manage to meet my other significant. This issue popped out. 


Yes. He is single. and yes he is 3 years younger than me. 


Being judgmental is totally fine. AT FIRST. But just for once, I hope people could look through this and being reasonable about it...

Nevertheless..

In the meantime, both of us just stay positive. Smile and being political about it...

"Ain't no mountain high,
Ain't no valley low,
Ain't no river wide enough, baby"

See you when I see you peeps ..Mucho :*

Salam all.. and very good afternoon

Hi Brenda and viewers,

It's been a year I haven't log in to blogger. My journey is quite normal. Same old. Same old. Enjoying my single mother life with open heart , smile, and feel blessed with what I have now.

Neyra is almost 3 now. Such a joyful soul and naughty! She melted my heart every single time when I'm with her. Seeing her every fortnight and sometimes once a month , makes me feel devastated but I guess that's the price that I have to pay. Being single parent is really painful but, it healed me slowly and I could not ask for more.

It's me!

Me and Neyra. 

Letting go my painful past is the best I've ever done as I am now embarking meaningful journey, able to meet up many soulful people etc.

PS:  Who knows, this year could be my last year being single mother? He He He He


xoxo,
Me Myself and I

LoLa's project

Hola Brenda!

Apologize for ponteng visit my own blog. *Again!* Life pretty much busy . My schedule super intense . Juggling from downtown to uptown. From pudu-putrajaya-pudu-klia literally everyday! I am so busy balancing my steady career and setting up our online business. 50% of Lola's progress is rolling out! Super excited and really hope I could pull this one off. My mom keep on saying "Ija mu ni jangan hangat hangat tahi ayam dah la ye"

Wah..berdesing telinga saya dengar. Nemind mama. Nemind *grinning*

Challenge .... accepted!! I'm gonna prove to her that sometimes she's not always right! Lol. Sometimes I'm not always wrong! *hihi*

My box is ready for production. 2 weeks time. Yawzaa

My token of appreciation to my soon -customers

Our labelling. Happy face. 🙌

Remaining pending progress:

1. Photoshoot my model
2. My snood production
3. My illustrator sketch yet completed. Grrr..
4. Getting more and more followers which led to potential customer.


Wish me luck sayang sayang ku...

I can see my dream is getting closer. Come on! Run towards me ..run!! *Drama Tak?* Lol!

Me donning  LoLa 's baby blue *Jangan cakap kakak tak payung! He he. 

Okay la..sleepy di..

Good night semua


Xoxo,
Ezadora